I've worn virtually three main outfits this month. They consist of: a hoodie, two pairs of jeans and two different sweaters: one black and one white. I've been pretty lenient with my "simple" wardrobe by allowing myself to wear different tank tops with the sweaters and I often wear scarves. So, maybe not three "outfits," but certainly three base outfits. It's been an interesting month.

I was initially worried (and I'll admit, still sometimes am) that people would notice what I had worn the week before. Lucky for me, I only frequent places about once a week, so I figured if I could remember what I had worn the week before, I'd just swap it out for a different outfit that week. The problem has been, however, that I cannot remember, for the life of me, what I wore yesterday... which is sad, seeing that I don't have many choices this month.

I've learned that people think about me and notice me a lot less than I think about them thinking about me and noticing me. I had the idea that people would think I was gross and extremely unfashionable if they noticed that I was wearing the same thing every single week... or day. And I suppose the key word in that sentence is if... if they noticed. They really don't. It's so easy to get caught up in what I wear, what I look like, what matches, what's clean, what's dirty, what fits well, what doesn't... when really, all that stuff doesn't matter.

Additionally, I've been cooking simpler meals and we've eaten many more vegetarian meals then we're used to and I've seen a decrease of $15-30/week in our grocery bill. It's crazy!! I've been so encouraged by this, thinking about where that extra money could... I mean, we could support another child through World Vision or Compassion by simply cutting down our meals in some way. Sure, we eat a lot more left overs than before, but we're also a lot less wasteful-- which has been wonderful!

I've been so convicted this month by this issue of simplicity. I would normally have said that I live a simple life. I do compared to many people I know, but I'm not sure that's enough to be considered simple. Sure, I don't go shopping, I don't have data on my phone, we have very limited bandwidth, we only go out for dates when we have gift cards, etc. But truly, none of these things really limits me in any meaningful way. Sacrifice is not built into my life. I don't sacrifice my comfort or lifestyle very much for the sake of others or the advancement of God's kingdom. I have access to absolutely everything I want or desire. I do not have to curb my desires too much and I get to enjoy a warm, furnished house; warm, healthy meals; warm, comfortable clothing, among so many other things.

I live in excess and had been so blinded by the surplus around me that I had come to believe that my excess wasn't that extraordinary.

Ah, I want Jesus to instill simplicity in me so deeply. I want to learn how to live simply so that others may simply live.

A Free Gift

So I gave a homeless girl my hat yesterday. Whoop-de-doo.
I spent the day in Toronto and felt overwhelmed by all the homeless people sitting out in the cold. I felt super powerless to do anything and felt a horrible weight knowing that I was only cold because I had a 25 minute walk, while they were cold because they didn't have anywhere to go. I felt sick thinking about all the warm clothes, scarves, mittens, and hats sitting in my closet back home.

So when a young woman approached me asking for help and saying she was cold, I felt stuck. No, I didn't want to give her spare change. Oh, wait? You're cold. Do you want my hat? She gratefully accepted the hat. And I walked away feeling just an tiny bit smug. See, you are living more simply this month. You just parted with a possession... just like that.

And then I felt a gust of wind, and I bunched my scarf together, threw my coat hood up and thrust my gloved hands in my pockets. Why didn't I offer my scarf? Or my gloves? Or my coat?! Well, because that was my favourite scarf. And my warmest gloves. Besides, they're new. And the coat? That's ridiculous. Why would I give my coat away?

Then it just sunk deep into my heart that I wasn't operating out of a spirit of generosity in order to meet needs. I could easily give that hat... I didn't like that one that much anyway. Besides, I have four more at home. It was a gift that cost me nothing.

I still have so much to learn in this month of simplicity.

Just spent a wonderful evening devoted to solitude and listened to a great sermon that I want to share. Definitely worth a listen to if you can find the time :) Hope it encourages, challenges and blesses you as it did me.

Solitude and Silence by Matt Clark

Getting Ready for Simplicty :)

Hey there!
I'm getting ready for February, my month of simplicity and stewardship. I'll be reading 7: An Experimental Mutiny Against Excess by Jen Hatmaker. I'm looking forward to being challenged by all the stuff that surrounds me that I can become quite numb to. I'm hoping to be challenged to live even more simply than we do already... and to-- gasp!-- be sacrificial about it. In addition to physical simplicity, I want to work on social media and technological simplicity.
So, I think I'm going to do this challenge: http://www.thedarksidechallenge.org/

If any of you would like to be my fellow travelers to the dark side, I'd love that! :)

How was January for you guys? What's February looking like?

Last month I focused on Study. Once again, I did well the first couple weeks and then in the busyness of  getting the flu, getting a job, and Christmas, my discipline went out the window. Pushing on though. This month I'm focusing on solitude and I think it's the perfect time to do it since last month saw a big decrease in my personal quiet time with going back to work full-time and visiting many family and friends during the holidays. I'm excited to make a serious intentional effort at increasing and maintaining alone time with God. Praying for you all my sisters as we fail, learn, and grow through pursuing spiritual disciplines :)

New Year...Fresh start?

So...I failed in my attempts to keep up my spiritual disciplines for the month of November and December. Placement, sickness, depression, busyness, complacency all weighed in and at times I found my eyes were shifting their gaze and I was loosing focus. At the end of the month of December I had the blessing of going on vacation and resting. And now I'm ready for a fresh start! This month I will be focusing on Simplicity and Stewardship.
Praying God clears my life of all unwanted clutter and fills it with more of Him!

“We Christians must simplify our lives or lose untold treasures on earth and in eternity.” The Pursuit of God, 103

December: Study // January: Confession

I spent the month of December focusing on studying the Bible. I've always had pretty consistent devotional time simply reading the Bible and praying. I've attended Bible studies or have purchased my own, but have rarely taken the time to study a book of the Bible on my own. And so I set out to read How to Read the Bible for All Its Worth. I highly recommend this book... what an easy-to-read and practical book! I think all Christians should read it and I can almost guarantee that it will change the way you read your Bible :)

I was challenged to not simply read the Bible to see what I could learn from it and what it would add to my devotions, but to see what God intended the original audience to hear. What was the point for them? And how should that change the point for me?

I want to continue reading through and studying a book of the Bible and making sure that I'm consistently applying healthy hermeneutical principles when reading.

As for January, I'm diving into a month of confession. I hope to get shocked by the sin in my life and refuse to be complacent. I hope to learn tons of humility as I confess it to other humans and I'm ready to experience God's grace in big ways.

Love you, ladies!